So that day comes near, the day of all pains.
In my heart I feel, that you are mine again.
Though untrue, unfulfilled, and unhappy days go by
My mind everyday goes back in time.

To the day that we met, in truth.
You forgot, so long overdue.
But for three years time we met quite often
Now I question was it even worth it?

I thought maybe one day you would see what I once saw,
And every year that thought got small.
I yearned for you, I know you, still
Your touch, caresses and taste of love is a bill.

I can say I loved you, more easily
Though Venice, California is no Venice of Italy.
Just like one sided love is just an obsession,
You were my jewel, my one life lesson.

I should fare you good day, but you're still here.
I should try to forget you, but you tell me come here.
And what's worse is that every single time I try...
I fail miserably because of that forsaken chilled spine.

So day by bad day I live one life
Hoping one day I would be your wife.
I am chained down by this strife
For now, unfortunately I am my husband's wife.

As this fourth of a birth of a nation approaches,
I am reminded of the life that encroaches.
I want you and it pains me in depth,
I wish i could wait for you, but i can't hold my breadth.