Pinkcheecks Favorite Album

What’s your all-time favorite album?

This song awoke music in me, or should I say English music to me. It was androgenous, it made me question, it captivated me, and I was 15 years old when it came out. So, of course I was in my teenage feelings of lust and wonder, fear and general curiosity. The song, and you wont beleive me when I say it, was Sexy Back by Justin Timberlake, member of N’Sync.

I was not a member of the N’Sync or Backstreet Boys teams back in the day, but their music surrounded me on Tv shows and commercials, radio, friends mp3s, and at home thru my sibling. But when I heard that song, it blew my mind away and made my heart race; hell maybe even pupils dilated.

A few days or weeks later, cant really remember now, I made sure to save up enough money for my birthday. I wanted a CD player and to get my first CD. My parents would buy me the $18.99 on sale pink with flowers cd player, while I paid for the (maybe on sale, but I remember the Cd was more expensive that the CD Player) $19.99 Sexy Back Album in 2006 on my birthday. I listened to that CD over and over again, it trully flowed so well together that the ending of one song went into the begining of another.

It was the first time hearing a concert in my ears. Prior to this my ears heard all types of English music that was head boppin, but for me who loved spanish dance-able music… a head bop just wasnt enough when the latter made my whole body move. This album made me want to dance the way the music videos showed it could be danced.

For the memories, for the love of dancing, for the courage to buy the CD at 16, as a gift for myself … all of these things are what makes this album my all-time favorite album for the rest of my life… lol or at least will hold a special place in my heart for the rest of my life. (Like if the house burnt down and I had time to get it… I would).

Nov. 27, 2020 Update

Covid19 began last year in November and coould have started as early as as october. Either way our government tried to warn the president but he was too busy being beasties with China whim tried to hide the overwhelming evidence that there was a virus. Creating a situation that they felt they were prepared to handle as the world’s savior, but utterly failed. We failed too though. The stupid president couldn’t even follow the plan, because he was too impatient. When we should have closed and took it serious he made it political and thus many may people followed in his footsteps, so many people that came to regret their support. Either way, a new president will start if the last one doesn’t steal it.

So this is my update, had a typical dinner with my family essentially celebrating a day that marks the beginning of a massacre and genocide of the native peoples of this land, all under the guise of religion when we should give thank for what we have, while people fall to the marketing ploy to buy. Buy, buy… while we are lucky to have a feast today, I know that many don’t. Many can’t and should have been able to.

I’m sorry this all went down the way it did, it is important to pay attention to the political stuff and really understand what is real and what evidence means. Otherwise we will always get to this poi t of unbelievable hardship.

Happy thanksgiving, I’m blessed because the family I had, I still have.

Update 8/20/2018

I am getting older and re-reading my posts, chapters, and updates; I find myself amused at the little bits of story I wrote and felt a deep melancholy jab that I have barely scratched the surface of the story I wanted to write. Out of 100% I’d say I’ve written about .05%. A deep secretive dream I still have from such an innocent and free caring time in my life, that maybe I can still achieve; but realize all too true that maybe I really wont.

My old self seems so content with the aspect of being a teacher, she never realistically looked at how long it would take and the beat down she would have to endure to finally get so close and still at my age of 27-28 years of age, have not been able to quite yet achieve. I remember thinking and feeling that I would become a teacher, have some free time to write and draw. Make a life with my girls, my story, a possible legacy. Now I realize how much I truly want that to come true for me, just as much as me still wanting to be a teacher. SOooo, as a New Academic Year’s Resolution I want to continue to work on getting my credential and really find time to sit down and write… (even if I can really post to my old domain >.>)/` ).

Once again I find strength in writing, for me to go on, try harder, and keep going. I feel determined that I can still do a lot of things in this life I live. And that no matter how small my progress is, that it is at least a step in the direction I want to go. Towards happiness and my personal definition of success.

And so, with this I give you the long awaited Holder of Fire #14.

Update 1/12/17

Well, I can’t believe that it has been over 6 months since the last time I posted. I honestly thought that I would have more time to write, but the time has not been on my side. I graduated, and life just got bu-say!

New years resolution is to post once a month, even if its just an update. Already have Chpt 14 in the works and hoping to go further than that.

PS

I also know that my site hasn’t been up for a month, Christmas shopping didn’t allow me to pay my subscription in December, but now I am most definitely ready to start this again. So if you will have me, here come the stories.

 

Update 4/27/16

Welcome fans, if there are any, I’m glad to report that although I am sorry for not posting anything new lately, I have a good reason!

(Sound the celebration horn!)

Hahaha, no. Well my announcement is that coming this June 18th, 2016. I will be graduating! My long awaited dream has never been this close. I will be graduating with a Bachelors in Mathematics from CSUSB.

Anon Fan #1: Whhhaaaattttt?!?! Didn’t see that coming….

I know Fan #1, as an author of this fictional story, it’s not something that would have been the first thing to be guessed, but it’s true! I’m so glad! Every time I think about it a tear comes to my eye.

Anyways, since i plan to work during the academic year, I should have most summers off and that’s were the good news will come for you. I will try my hardest to bring out a minimum of 2 chapters a month. Keep in mind that’s a minimum.

Ciao!

Pink Cheecks

Update 2/14/16

It’s a 4-day weekend for me! So I’m hoping to get out a few chapters before I go back to my busy life. Right now I work and go to school Monday through Friday from about 8am to 6pm. So unfortunately that doesn’t leave me with a lot of time to write as much as I want. But every holiday weekend, I’m going try to just write my heart out. Here’s hoping I actually stick to it.

Ciao!

Pink Cheecks